Francis M...RIP.
Mark knocked on my door earlier and told me Camille sent him an sms saying francis m already passed away. A few days ago we were just talking about him and now he's gone. I really thought he would get better. wasnt he scheduled for a bone marrow transplant some time this month?

Anyway...so tonight, after Tayong dalawa, SNN came on and they did a feature on francis. I decided to watch it...start pa lang, nangingilid na ang mga luha ko. sayang kasi eh. Sayang. Ang tingin ko sa kanya, more than the artist, rapper, celebrity, businessman, eh mabuting asawa at tatay. Matagal na sila ni Pia, madami silang anak na mukang matitinong mga bata. Para sa kin, yun sha eh. Matino at mabuting tatay at asawa. Sa libro ko, kung ganoon ang isang lalaki, bilib ako sayo. Kaya siguro ako iyak ng iyak. Di ko maturo eksakto bakit ako naiiyak.

Parang may nakasaksak sa puso ko ngayon. Di ako nangingiti. Masama talaga ang pakiramdam ko. Hindi ko sha kaano-ano pero ang sakit talaga, affected ako. Hay.

Makes me think about my life and my relationship with people.

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Francis M...three stars and the sun....Rest In Peace. Your soul will live through your music.